Oh how I wish...

I wish that my dream I had last night was real. Do you ever wish that or that you hadn't woken up? Well my dream last night was the best dream ever. Devin had gotten back from his mission and I went to his homecoming and when he seen me he came right up to me gave me a big hug and  said,"Hello beautiful! I've missed you." It was his voice too. I felt like I was walking on air. I stayed at his house longer then anyone else and we talked the while time. When I finally left he walked me out to my car gave me this big hug and said,"I missed you so much! I love you so much!" I didn't want wake up but right after that I did. Its ok though I got to hear his voice. I love him so much if you can't tell.

Has your best friend ever told you sometimes its hard being your best friend? Well mine did on Sunday but it wasn't bad it made my day. Allie and I were walking though the park on Sunday when she looked at me and said," Don't take this the wrong way ok?" I nodded. So she went on, "Sometimes it is hard being your best friend." I was stunned I didn't know what to say so I just looked at her. She went on, "I mean you seem so perfect." I said, "I am not perfect." She replied, "I know but over the summer you seemed so perfect. You and your cute missionary. You just seemed perfect in the church and you guys are so perfect for each other." I didn't know what to say after that I looked at her and she could clearly see the shock on my face so she went on, "It is hard but it has made me a better person. You have helpped me come back to the church." I looked at her and said, "I love you hun!" She repiled "I love you too." and that was the end of our conversation.

\Live is amazing right now. I'm starting school in May! YAY! My family is good! I love my job! My friends are good! Devin is loving his mission and is doing good! Even if I'm not getting his letters its all I can ask for. I still cry for him sometimes but I hide it from everyone because i guess I get kind of annoying. That is why I'm still the girl behind the mask. I still am for my dad. It is getting better though.

 Thanks for reading.
Tiena